I Hate This.

I just can't wait for this fucked up dreadful week to end.

I'm so looking forward to Halloween, where I can just meet up with the usuals and stop having fucked up thoughts tht can get me so fucking pissed at times.

After this incident, I told myself tht never am I gonna get stuck in such fucked up situations and the worst part is when the others just dont know how to handle situations maturedly.

It may be that I just don't fucking understand anything and that I do not know anything. But the thing is that I've been in a worst situation, to a point where many were against me and no one was behind me to fucking back me up. If I really handled the situation like you did, there'd seriously be no fucking end.

Never place reliance on anyone cos you're the only one who can help yourself. Other ppl would not be there for you all the time. They seriously have other better things to do.

I might have no reason to be pissed, but to think of it, it actually indirectly involves me.
If others get to know about this, I'd be the main one at fault.
But thts not the point, the point is tht I can't help but feel bad. When I think of it, I start to have some worries and uneasiness, and the fact that you're acting like a kid makes things worst.

Maybe I'd just provide a listening ear at times, and some advice. But these talk get me quite edgy at times, causing me to get pissed, and the fact tht my period is on its way isn't helping.
I seriously need a break off all these stuff.

That would be the first and th last. And Fyi, this is not an emo/ hate post. Its a post to wake you up, advice tht might sound kinda harsh. But if I could say it to you, my tone won't be like how you'd imagine it to be.

I love you babe, and want you to be happy. But you gotta help yourself.

Girls Night Out

Ok, this is the first time I'm doing my update at werk.!
I've always been good at multitasking kay, and this definitely proves it further.
This is an important post as it commences C's virgin clubbing xperience.!

So, we headed down to Zirca/Rebel.
As it wasn't planned in advance, dint book table.
And we kept switching frm Zirca to Rebel and vice versa, whn we finally settled down, our bottle seemed lesser -.-'' and our mixers were gone. -.-'' x 2.

Overall, it was a fun night.
And C made me fall! Not only me, but another girl too! Luckily all of us + the stranger were tipsy enough to not be ashamed. I think we were even laughing away.

I can't find anything else to say.
I just can say tht Im missing Zouk! And I prefer the crowd at Zouk.
Im also missing Aldrin ):
















C and her gold
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So, thts about it!
Oh yah, remembr I said tht I won't club til this week? I dint stick to my words and My Boo got on my case again. He was so pissed, and I was pissed too. But why was I pissed? Im not sure.
Kay, this week would be the last session (really) til prolly mid November. Good.
Needa spend time with My BabyBoo before he washes his hands of me.

Can't wait for this week, cos its Halloween.

Kay, gotta go continue working hard and being th usual hardworking me.
Bye!

Y

Saturday Night Fever.

Yeah, I can finally do an update with picsss. To spice up my dull blog slightly.
So yepp, I met My Boo before heading to Clarke Quay.
We had a delicious meal of Briyani at lucky plaza.
The boy was so nice to rush down to town after werk to have dinner with me, Loves.
We only gotta meet for 2 hours, afterwhich he dropped me at Clarke Quay before returning home.


Zirca & Rebel yesterday night.

My favourite babe, Kristine.
We always lose each other in the end. ):


Yesterday night was 2 bottles for 6 ppl.
All gone before 4am.
But Delly's table had 1 unopened.



Fadz & I
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Cute Tapfer
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Big Bob & I
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Okay, officially no more clubbing til 31st of October.
Besides saving health, Syg's startng to get on my case.
Sorry Boo, I know its my bad.

Gotta clean up and relac.
Can still feel the alcohol in my system with a very pleghmable throat. Don't like.

Bye!

On a Saturday Afternoon

Hey!

Its a Saturday.! I just have the urge to stay in to relac for the whole day.
But on 2nd thot, I just have one Saturday per week, so I'd better fully utilize.
Would be meeting Syg for dinner at Town, afterwhich I'd be hitting Zirca later tonight.

I'm so sad tht I'd be unable to head down to Zouk tmr! :'(
PAUL VAN DYK WOULD BE IN THE HOUSE!!! Why does it have to fucking be on a Sunday.?!!
I know I can't go, if I do, I wont be able to go to work on Monday! I can't skip werk cos I've gotta attend a seminar on Monday. Sad x kezillion.

Oh yah, something happened yesternight.
I usually don't have anything against Bangalah's, but yesterday's incident caused me to despise them. I may sound like I'm stereotyping, but trust me, I can't help but feel tht they are a flock of the same feathers.
Maybe this has taught me not to take dark stretches of roads late at night.
And on the brighter side, I should be thankful tht nothing worst had happened.
Girl's, y'all gotta be careful too!

My motto for today is to remember to bring my cam and battery out, if not it'll be like last week, bringin a cam without bringin my full charged batt -.-''

Alright, hopefully I'd be able to update my dull blog with pics tonite.


Y
Have a blasting Saturday!

Higher Than The Rainbow.

What's up people !!
I'm done with my weekend chores and I'm currently call-conferencing with Ching, blogging and doing some mini online-shopping.


Sadly and happily to say, I'm alrd starting werk tmr.!!
Actually, I think its more on the happy side, cos ever since my break, I've been sleeping at 6 in the a.m's and getting up only in the afternoons. Errytime I've got no school or werk, my nights and days are mixed up, and I get severe insomnia.

Conclusion : Better to get my ass back to werk. Final.


Headed down to Zouk yesternight.
Dj MSTRKRFT was in the house and the music was so goooood.! Even tho I like Aldrin, but its nice to have a change at times. :D
Zouk was packed like whales in sardine cans yesternight. Totally crayzeeee shit.!
Overall, I had fun! Great company, great music and fun was til the extent tht we downed 3 bottles unknowingly.
And I lost my pack of cigarettes again. Sibeh sian. -.-''

My day must have sounded boring, but it was fun, really.

The highlight of the day was that I bought my cam out, but I dint bring out my fully charged batt. Fuck it.

Nehmind lah, there's alwys another time. Must be positive.!!

Hmm, gotta go off and prepare for work tmr.

Can't wait for work tmr. :D

Missing my babyboy.

Loves.

Thursday's

So sad to say tht Thursday is ending soon ):
After a few more days, my one week break would be over and I've gotta get my ass back to werk.
But on the brighter side, money would be rolling in :D

I can say tht my one week break was pretty well rested.!
And, I've settled most of my important stuffs.
The best part of my break was tht I finally managed to finish Notorious B.I.G. !!!
Fucking hell, tht show is so damn good !!
And also because of tht show, I finally understand the feud between Biggie and Tupac and all tht East coast, West coast fiasco. Its sad tht they both passed on at such a young age, cos Tupac's really hot! Both of them were really great rappers, unlike the wannabes now. So sad tht I dint get to appreciate their Gangsta Rap when they were in this world. ):

This is Tupac and Biggie for you.
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Do watch the show if you guys are free! ;)
Hee, Biggie looks like Musty in this pic an also several other pics. Oops.

Alright all.
I think this is enough for today.
Wanna play some Viwawa and prolly fool around with FB, which is getting pretty lame.
But who cares? Its fun at times.

Y