Mshines.

And I'm Missing You.

My today was spent at home.
Cleaning up my room and clothes and washing of bedsheets.
And, also doin alot of thinking.
It just comes to me naturally, all the memories whn listening to certain songs.
And when I see things that belong to him.
The memories will just come into my head and the tears would follow.
Its something tht is hard to avoid, because I still love him.
But before I decide to reconcile, I think I shd get over myinsecurities and doubts.
If not, I wont feel better and I don't think it will be fair to him.

DAMN..!!!
I STILL LOVE HIM.
I WANNA HUG HIM TIL HE EXPLODES.
KISS HIM TILL HIS WHOLE FACE IS FILLED WITH 32143254213242LITRES OF MY SALIVA.
ARGGGGGHHHHH.!!!!!
!#$%
Okay, no point thinking of all tht.
It makes me wanting him even more.

Okay, enough is enough.
Bye.

I want Zul to dream of me.
(: