Today was a mixture of feelings.
I dont know where to start and how to start.
Im not exactly feelin happy, Sad?! i dont know.
Woke up at 6:30am this morning, to send Syg's mummy & daddy off to the airport.
Everything was fine, just tht i dint feel in place.
I had second thoughts on whetr shd i have been there.
Plus the fact tht i felt Syg dint care.
Probably the best thing was the kids company and whn Syg papa showed me tht weird but cute expression whn i bade goodbye.
I guess tht he sensed tht i was clueless, so he told me tht he wanted me salam his hand.
Tht simple yet meaningful action meant alot.
Appearance today was wrong wrong wrong. !!!
Make-up sucked.
Hair sucked.
Mood kinda sucked.
I guess tht was why you didnt feel it; I felt inferior for tht moment and I dint take it well.
Is everything bout being a pretty face?
Thnks syg, for the wonderful dinner.
It was great.
But i just dont feel like blogging about it anymore.
It was greatly appreciated.
Im Not Happy. ):
How i wish i culd talk to you bout it.
Cant you feel tht im not happy.?
Its really tough.
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