I'm so looking forward to Halloween, where I can just meet up with the usuals and stop having fucked up thoughts tht can get me so fucking pissed at times.
After this incident, I told myself tht never am I gonna get stuck in such fucked up situations and the worst part is when the others just dont know how to handle situations maturedly.
It may be that I just don't fucking understand anything and that I do not know anything. But the thing is that I've been in a worst situation, to a point where many were against me and no one was behind me to fucking back me up. If I really handled the situation like you did, there'd seriously be no fucking end.
Never place reliance on anyone cos you're the only one who can help yourself. Other ppl would not be there for you all the time. They seriously have other better things to do.
I might have no reason to be pissed, but to think of it, it actually indirectly involves me.
If others get to know about this, I'd be the main one at fault.
But thts not the point, the point is tht I can't help but feel bad. When I think of it, I start to have some worries and uneasiness, and the fact that you're acting like a kid makes things worst.
Maybe I'd just provide a listening ear at times, and some advice. But these talk get me quite edgy at times, causing me to get pissed, and the fact tht my period is on its way isn't helping.
I seriously need a break off all these stuff.
That would be the first and th last. And Fyi, this is not an emo/ hate post. Its a post to wake you up, advice tht might sound kinda harsh. But if I could say it to you, my tone won't be like how you'd imagine it to be.
I love you babe, and want you to be happy. But you gotta help yourself.
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